I know, it just goes to show that life is fundamentally unfair
I guess she is doing the right thing if she really doesn't feel she could bring up a baby - there are so many couples who would give that baby so much love. Like you though, I can't understand why she doesn't sort her contraception methods out
Having been trying for 19 months myself, I get upset about things like this too so I can relate to that I generally avoid stuff like this on the telly atm - it just gets to me too much.
I hope your dream comes true very soon