Alsieb

So I'm having one of those days. My hair looks a state. I have no real friends to speak of. I can't bake. Or cook. Or do anything really. No skills, apart from making people feel uncomfortable / annoyed! To top it all off, my belly is bigger than my boobs - and I'm not pregnant.

God I'm such a catch, why is OH even with me?! Not even slightly interesting, and seem to have lost interest in so many things I used to enjoy. Or maybe just lost track of them. Like music. I used to love music, was in a choir, always listening or singing, knew what my favourite bands were doing - now I can't tell you a thing. Don't even know who is my favourite anymore, that's how boring I am.

Can't rectify being boring, apart from getting drunk all the time (always used to liven me up, but that's pretty much frowned upon when looking after a little person and working), so I suppose I'll start with the weight issue and take it from there...